Monday, November 17, 2008

whats next?

I am a (almost) 43 year old woman and still trying to figure out life. Is it or should it be about love, finances, family?
is it possible to find true love and after 14 years it just disappears or is it maybe that I have lost sight of it? I truly know what love is due to becoming a grandmother(very intense) but I seem to be in a rut here. I still feel I am too young to sit around at home and watch the everyone else have fun and enjoy life, but at the same time I really enjoy staying home and enjoying the quiet(without the hubby)
it seems to me that everyday is a struggle to enjoy my homelife because it is always the same ole stuff. I GO TO WORK, COOK , CLEAN, MAKE SURE COFFEE IS READY FOR THE AM, LAUNDRY,....................and I FEEL LIKE MY PARTNER DOESN'T EVEN ACKNOWLEDGE THIS,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,I love my husband but i am always thinking @ what life would be if we weren't together.......

Please tell me Im not alone